And I know that it's scary to say, but I really fell in love with being alone

Sad tunes got me in my zone

Dark rooms got me in my mode

And I know that it's sad to admit, but my heart getting colder as I'm getting old

Deep scars ripping up the soul

Couple story's never could be told

If I told you my story you wouldn't believe it

Fake world, gotta move conceited

Cold heart, something like anemic

Type of shit that got me used to freezing

Lately, okay

I know I been stuck in my ways

Crying it get harder to pray

Dying **** gone everyday

I been running around with the thoughts in my head, but my heart still feeling like it's empty

Talk pain **** been through plenty

Love scar phases

Demons tryna tempt me

I been praying to God for a couple years

Going through it, fighting through tears

Thinking 'bout you, fighting through the fears

Know you watching feel you always near

And I know that it's scary to say, but I really fell in love with being alone

Sad tunes got me in my zone

Dark rooms got me in my mode

And I know that it's sad to admit, but my heart getting colder as I'm getting old

Deep scars ripping up the soul

Couple story's never could be told

If I told you my story you wouldn't believe it

Fake world, gotta move conceited

Cold heart something like anemic

Type of shit that got me used to freezing

Lately, okay

I know I been stuck in my ways

Crying, it get harder to pray

Dying **** gone everyday

Fuck it! It's the pain or the sorrow that's really gon make you or break you

Getting through it really make them hate you

Cruel world, couple **** is unfaithful

**** only love you when you gone

That’s the line I know they heard the clearest

Heart cold, she can't get near it

There’s a legend in me and they fear it

Why the fuck do I keep fighting demons

I get a feeling like I'm in a dream

I be wocky off the paranoia

Shit not real, it don't be what it seems

It's whatever

I got used to them asking me if I was feeling okay

Stay true something you would say

Steady smiling tryna be okay

And I know that it's scary to say, but I really fell in love with being alone

Sad tunes got me in my zone

Dark rooms got me in my mode

And I now that it's sad to admit, but my heart getting colder as I'm getting old

Deep scars rippingup the soul

Couple story's never could be told

If I told you my story you wouldn't believe it

Fake world gotta move conceited

Cold heart, something like anemic

Type of shit that got me used to freezing

Lately, okay

I know I been stuck in my ways

Crying it get harder to pray

Dying **** gone everyday