April of '24

I am sitting at my bedside, armor off, staring at my sword on the ground

I almost fell on it for the first time

I Called You For Help, didn't know it back then

But Your Silence laid my head in the garden

Haven't felt that in a long time, but it's stuck with me since

I still think about it now

I still think about it now

I am 24

Sitting on the cusp of something strange and something beautiful

I peer out the window and look at the sky blue

It Makes Me Think of You and all the ways I could Live More Sincerely

The truth is I'm better now, stronger than I've ever been, minus all the words that I still hold in

In the clouds where I reminisce, thinking back on words unspoken, old fears, old friends, and

How I Loved You

I Loved you

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