Knowing I’m not perfect

But know I ain’t deserve it

If all dogs go to heaven “B****”

You surely reversing

That spot you had in line when you went out your way to observe me & learn my heart

Just to play in my face I hope it was worth it I’m saying.

Why when I reciprocate intentions I’m still misunderstood

Faking like this shit doesn’t bother me like. “yea I’m good.” Lying through my teeth though im flossing my thoughts is more than full

Considered smoking tree for relief (leaf)

Man I wish I would (wood)

Fell for you like (TIMBERRRRRRR)

Though I was hesitant it’s something bout the way we connected that felt so heaven sent said lets take it slow cool I respected it

But you can’t say I got a heart of gold if you don’t treasure it

Guarding my heart because my main problem

Im a lover boy but at the same time

Conflicted trust issues reveal my pain proper

Painted yourself innocent while face timing

All the while I see more red flags than gang violence

(Now I feel so blue)

Oooh you ignorant, lame, childish

I step back from this situation mimicking James harden

I see the truth

See it’s Kim Possible for me to lose

You green as FUCK I hope you hear this verse and your shego is bruised

And you knew I was (Falling for you)

I bid farewell & peace be with you lil mama.

Ain’t holding back but still I can’t hold nothing against you lil mama

I’m fly and you know you fly too I thought you’d be my co-pilot

I know I make mistakes hardly ever though do I deserve this fate.

Whats crazy is I ain’t even talk to God today.

Pent up hurt & even angst due to this lil situation

If you feel my sentiments then bow your heads and let us pray

Okay now father God

Please hear me clear I thank you for this week

Thank you God for waking me up and for this air I breathe

I’m asking you please guide my steps because my two left feet got me stumbling into situations that I don’t need

I’m hurting father

Is pain to slow me down or push me farther

Long as I keep faith no woman formed against shall ever prosper

All my lif-

You Fucking hypocrite.

These the last love Lullabies I’ll leave for a while

My open heart needs surgery there’s peace that needs to be found

Yall know my pose on instagrams a Chuck E. Cheese when I smile

But due to games you’ve played my Prize is lack of sleep and denial for real