Goodbye

This is harder than I thought it would be. I guess I never thought it would be easy. So I guess I'm just going to let it out. Why hold back right? You picked a fine time to leave me Lucile You up and left me without saying how you feel No phonecall, no letter, no chance to ask reasons why so my questions Were unanswered But I had a feeling we were on the edge of outie What once were sunny skies slowly became cloudy And that bond we used to share was just no longer there And you left without a care For some stronger affair Well, we were never exclusively an item Those other guys you messed with, you know I never liked them I told you how I felt about you, over and over And you payed me no attention and gave me the colder shoulder I thought we would grow to be the greatest and the closest team But that never happened and you had me waiting hopelessly Woe is me I wish you called or even wrote to me And told me that you didn't really like my former poetry But nah, you were just rude and inconsiderate How can you not care about the past, even a little bit? I can't believe you, you're evil and deceitful I don't even want my newborn son to meet you Ever. Baby just move (Girl we had some good times) Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (but now I gotta say Goodbye) Baby just move (I hope you have a good life) Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (now I gotta say goodbye) Let me ask you this Don't you remember when LL was romancing? Special-ed was jackson, Hammer was still dancing? And Big Daddy Kane was operating smoothly Those were the days that you really used to move me But then you started clubbing and acting unruley And hanging out with dudes who bought you bling bling jewelery Plus you're always wasting the hottest prada and gucci You even won an academy award for a movie Congratulations, truly I mean it And thanks so much for a-town stomping my heart to pieces Sweet jesus, you've got to be kidding, I mean, really? How can you even sleep at night? That shit would kill me I hate to say it but fuck you and your buddies You're nothing but a big ole blob of silly puddy You played me like a dummy And sold me out for the money You might think you're beautiful but to me you're ugly See, you just carry yourself like you only care for the wealth And you're so greedy, you won't give a chance to anyone else Well, truth be told, you own a piece of my soul But why can't I walk away from you? Please leave me alone Baby just move (Girl we had some good times) Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (but now I gotta say Goodbye) Baby just move (I hope you have a good life) Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (now I gotta say goodbye) And it's sad Because I still think about you on occasion Well, more like every other minute of the day and I just wanted to say that I reminisce a lot 'cause I do care about you And I don't think it'll ever stop I love you but I hate you at the same time I spend more time with you than I spend with my own wife And I continue to do it even though I know it aint right So please do me a favor and stay the fuck out of my life