Wishin On A Star

I cant seem to pretend, ill never see you again Here the ticks hit the fact, money took my friend Close my eyes to escape, didnt want to see the fact Time to retaliate, where these muthaf***as at To think about it now, you probably in a better place Chillin with pac, probably talking bout them better days Now I know what you mean, believe what you see Cause your closest homies get turned by the greed Its sad but true s***, im on some new s*** Why trust a muthaf***a, when they never gon do s*** Silly as it sounds, that's how it goes A million homies at the end, im all alone The last few years has been hectic for me, I lost shaggy, my brother, & my closest homies How much can I take, I only got one heart Dear god please tell me, why you had to take this young star We had places to go, people to see, money to make A million to reach foreal, the purpose of life to me has now been revealed F*** as many hoes, get rich before you get killed We at the end of the road its all over, this is the muthaf***in ballad of a dead soldier... soldier... soldier... soldier... This is the muthaf***in truth, ballad of a dead soldier Im wishing on a star To follow where you are Im wishing on a dream To follow what it means We had plans to make it big, what happened to that Its like i blinked for a moment, then you never came back Why should it have to be that way, why the f*** did you even have to see that day Im trying to be strong, pouring my feelings on all these bars Trying to hold on to something, when its really been gone Nothing ever been the same without you here now, believe me when I say Everything is clearer now, the next albums imma mention your name And let everybody know how I entered the game, last night I stayed up late Thinking of the day, when I met you at the studio And how my life has changed, I stay thinking if I'm even gonna see tomorrow Dont even know if im gonna release this sorrow, all of this pain's been stuck inside of me Hoping that i find a future thats, right for me Who knows maybe this rap s*** is not for me, and if it is Right now I think its hard to see, its a hustle So f*** it imma hustle to the max, and do whatever it take To put your name on up a map, til theres nothing left Im gonna hold you down, to the fullest now its going down I hope when you hear this, you give me your smile I put my heart into it homie, I hope you love how it sounds Im wishing on a star To follow where you are Im wishing on a dream To follow what it means