I'll put a gun to my head before I put my trust in you

Just for you to hurt me again And you knowing my feelings was real

And I kept it a buck cause it's really no need to pretend

I done been through too much pain and too much trauma

I promise I don't wanna go through it again And I was sayin' lies, sayin' that you changed

Whole time knew you was gon' do it again And it's my fault, I done hurt my heart

Man, they all switched up when it got too hard Got nobody but the Lord protecting my

Heart Growing up, man, they knew I was gon' be a star

It's becoming too much, I be wishin' I'm

Gone I ain't gettin' no sleep, stayed up till

Dawn Man, you sat there and lied in my face when

I said what you did Man, you knowing for sure you was wrong

Man, I stamp I was already knowing the deal

I can't walk out the house if I don't got my steel

I ain't lookin' for love, you showed me it ain't real

And I don't want your love, I'm knowing it's fake Body filled with hatred when I look at your face

And my overthinking gettin' worse every day

Man, you hurt me in all type of different ways

Despite the time I tried to act all tough, I still got love

Despite the time you broke my heart, said I ain't goin' to the drugs

Despite the times you got on my nerves, I still be missin' your hugs

Only cause you know I'ma always take you back, don't mean you can cheat just because

Despite the time I tried to act all tough, I still got love

Despite the time I try

I'll put a gun to my head before I put my trust in you

Just for you to hurt me again And you knowing my feelings was real

And I kept it a buck cause it's really no need to pretend

I done been through too much pain and too much trauma

I promise I don't wanna go through it again

And I was sayin' lies, sayin' that you changed whole time

Knew you was gon' do it again And it's my fault, I done hurt my heart

Man, they all switched up when it got too hard

Got nobody but the love protectin' my heart

Growin' up, man, they knew I was gon' be a star

It's becomin' too much, I be wishin' I'm gone

I ain't gettin' no sleep, stayed up til' dawn

Man, you sat there and lied to my face

When I said what you did, man, you knowing for sure you was wrong