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Derealization
63
Hip-Hop/Rap
Derealization fue lanzado el 26 de junio de 2026 por Are You Me?, LLC como parte del álbum Derealization - Single
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Fecha de lanzamiento26 de junio de 2026
Sello discográficoAre You Me?, LLC
IdiomaEnglish
Melodía
Nivel de sonidos acústicos
Valence
Capacidad para bailar
Energía
BPM87

Video musical

Video musical

Créditos

ARTISTAS INTÉRPRETES
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Voces
COMPOSICIÓN Y LETRA
Jacob Loaiza
Jacob Loaiza
Autoría
PRODUCCIÓN E INGENIERÍA
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Producción

Letra

In between a dream
And a nightmare
The line is blurred
My mind is hard to describe
I struggle to find the words
I'm a kid at heart
But I have demons
I'm disturbed
I've had a crazy life
And I won't't lie
I'm scarred and hurt
Shooting stars fall
From the sky
Like the raindrops
All I ever wished for
Is love to make the pain stop
I tried moving forward
Just to end up in the same spot
Will I ever outgrow this phase
I'm afraid not
I've been down and out
For as long as I can think back
I broke my heart so many times
I can't even keep track
I'm a slave to my emotions
I am not a free man
I guess the point I'm tryna make
Is I don't wanna be sad (aye)
Someone help me
An angle needs to come and save me (same me)
I run in circles, three-sixty
Stop me at one-eighty (one-eighty)
If I don't get my shit together
I'll be pushin' daisies (daisies)
I ain't dressin' up no lies
I always put it plainly (plainly)
Ma-maybe I should start another life
And leave the planet (planet)
Cause the way that mine is goin'
Isn't how I planned it (planned it)
I'd rather start all over
I can't manage all this damage (damage)
This storm I'm in is pickin' up
Can't wait until it passes
Constantly fighting internal battles
That nobody sees
I had the realization
Trust me you'd hate to be me
I'm lost
Goin' nowhere fast
With a full head of steam
How can I find purpose
If I don't know what anything means
Out of sight
Out of mind
So I close my eyes
Why do I
Ever open them
So I can cry
They're never dry
I'm never sober either
I stay high
Cause if I'm not
I might just decide to say goodbye
Yeah I know there's beauty
In the madness
I'm an artist
I've appreciated that enough
I'm sick of regardless
Inspiration comes in other forms
That I can't seem to harness
Cause it has to be authentic
If it's forced it isn't honest
Wa-way to self-aware for my own good
I'm hypercritical
Don't take that statement wrong
Cause I'm not being egotistical
I hate the fact that I'm misunderstood
Cause I'm not being cynical
I'm just working through my thoughts
And I'm not neurotypical
Look up;
Are those shooting stars
Or is the sky just tearing at the seams again
Everything feels so distant
Like I'm waching a movie of my own life
Almost forgot to turn up the sound
Maybe the universe isn't real tonight
Maybe this is all a dream
Written by: Jacob Loaiza
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