I ain't really getting involved

I ain't really getting involved

I ain't really getting involved with this fake shit

Never really cared at all to be famous

Just tryna make it my living

Hit the gym, you know I'm back in my prime

Rest ain't optional, just go ahead and stand to the side

Had to lose 20 grand just to trade for my time

Boy, I'd be damned if I let someone else contest to my grind

This was all I ever wanted, now Andrømeda's mine

While my homies smoking blunts, I was dreaming to fly

I could see the growth was stunted and I needed to rise

Lyricism getting blunted, so I came to refine

Understatement

Blessed now, the greatest alive

I ain't flexing for the accolades, praise be to God

Worried how I'm really doing, boy, I'm doing just fine

'Fore you hit me I was chillin' out with Clayton, just vibes

Eric came to make some beats and now we playing it live

Real shows, always knew I needed patience and time

Dedication to the journey, fuck the fame and the ties

Burning bridges in a hurry just to make it, and why

I ain't really getting involved with this fake shit

Could care less now if they called for a placement

I was desperately tryna ball, I was hating it

Remember I had nothing at all on my statements

Now to keep driving this new car, I'm making payments

Just being real, don't get me wrong, still grateful

Glad that my will is strong, but it's still painful

You know it's glory to God, I'm still faithful

I'm still tryna hold on

I'm stuck in the gray area

Right in the middle

I'm not rich, not famous, I'm broke, but I'm okay (never wanted to be famous anyway)

I went through so much pain (hard to heal when this was everything to me)

I had to make some changes

Cause everything was gray

Whoa, whoa

Everything was gray

Tryna make a change

Hard to heal from shame

Help me find a way

I'm tryna do the right thing

but it's hard to stay sane

Humanity is pain

Struggling again

Do you know my name

Was all of this in vain?