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Crowded Head
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Crowded Head fue lanzado el 11 de septiembre de 2026 por JAYMSONmusic como parte del álbum Crowded Head - Single
11 de septiembre de 2026
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IdiomaEnglish
BPM87
Melodía
Nivel de sonidos acústicos
Valence
Capacidad para bailar
Energía

Letra

Friday night, tramlines humming
Rain on Market Street again
Mates are loud, the pub is packed
But I can't get out my head
Every time somebody glances
I swear they're laughing at my face
Like they can see every insecurity
I've tried so hard to hide away
Mirror in the toilet tells me
"You're too fat, you're not enough"
So I pull my hoodie tighter
And fake a smile through all the noise
While everybody else looks fearless
I'm fighting wars they'll never know
Trying not to leave too early
Trying not to lose control
One minute I'm making plans
Thinking maybe I'll be alright
Next minute I'm lying in bed
Wide awake at half past five
I've got a crowded head and a tired heart
Manchester nights tearing me apart
Scared that the people I love won't stay
Scared I'll wake up and they'll fade away
And I hate my body, hate my face
Feel out of place in every place
Terrified I'll end up alone
Still waiting for somebody to call home
But I keep walking these midnight roads
Even when the dark feels close
Yeah, I'm still here beneath it all
Trying to believe I'm worth the love
Every ache feels catastrophic
Every cough becomes a sign
Google says I'm probably dying
So I panic every night
And I think about my family
Getting older every year
Like one day someone's gonna leave
And I won't know what to do from here
Some mornings I wake up hopeful
Clean slate, gonna change my life
Then somehow the day escapes me
And I hate myself at night
Got dreams bigger than this city
But my mind keeps pulling me back down
Like there's a voice inside my chest saying
"You'll never be enough for anyone"
One minute I feel alive
Like maybe things could finally change
Next minute I disappear
Into another anxious day
I've got a crowded head and a tired heart
Manchester nights tearing me apart
Scared that the people I love won't stay
Scared I'll wake up and they'll fade away
And I hate my body, hate my face
Feel out of place in every place
Terrified I'll end up alone
Still waiting for somebody to call home
But I keep walking these midnight roads
Even when the dark feels close
Yeah, I'm still here beneath it all
Trying to believe I'm worth the love
Maybe someday I'll stop believing
Every cruel thought in my brain
Maybe someday I'll look in the mirror
And not feel ashamed
Maybe somebody will hold me
Without needing me to pretend
And for the first time in my life
My crowded head will finally rest
I've got a crowded head but I'm still here
Still surviving every anxious year
Still carrying hope through all this pain
Even when my thoughts drive me insane
And if there's a light somewhere ahead
Past all the noise inside my head
I hope one day I finally see
There's nothing wrong with being me
Written by: Mark Jamieson
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