Until Then

You see, every day remains the same for me

I often wonder what it takes to just set me free

I stare into this dark abyss that I know is my life

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, no way to cope with strife

And everything I see is gray, now the colors are gone

The slowly fade away into the lyrics of the song

Searchin' for sanctuary, peace of mind, but somethin's wrong

I lost myself along the way, and it's been far too long

Somebody tell me, where's my kindred spirit? (I try to transcend)

And all I catch is interference (How will this all end?)

Hopin' that someone can hear this (Let pills dissolve in)

I think I'm finally thinkin' clearest (Just hope you feel this y'all)

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

All apologies to people that I will leave behind

I can't explain the pain and rage that dwells inside of my mind

I feel I've lost the war inside my head that keeps me alive

And everything I've every loved is gonna slowly subside

Into the darkest night you ever seen, my soul is tainted, nothin' clean

Some say that life is but a dream, but nightmares only come for me

So tell me where to go with inner demons at my door

They're always fightin' for control and tryna be feedin' off my soul

No longer know my ups from downs, no happiness, just only frowns

I'm always starin' at the ground just hopin' something comes around

And now my vision's blurry, surely I'm fadin' fast, in a hurry

Maybe death can finally cure me, never thought I'd leave this early

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

Same again

Pain I was in

Bein' a friend

Maybe I'll see you again

I try to transcend

How will this all end?

Let pills dissolve in

Just hope you feel this y'all

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of bein' a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again