Shadow

Wake up, I feel nothing I get up, I try to feel something, I feel weak, I should lay back down, My head hurts, My stomach feels sick, I can't move, The walls are caving in, It's hard to breathe, I feel the pain inside me, What if I can't get out of the dark? What if I lose my very own heart? Well... I become my shadow, Feels like I've let go of the pieces that make me whole, And now... I'm no longer who I was, The Nick that I know and love, Seems like I've lost my soul, In the depths of my shadow, I can feel it coming, Its evil crawls beneath my skin, It whispers in my ear, Whatcha doing kid, See you'll never make it. So why you even trying? It says you're a loser, You're weak and dumb and scared, No one likes you that much, You're better off dead, I break down and cry, Afraid of what I'll do next, And... I become my shadow, Feels like I've let go of the pieces that make me whole, And now... I'm no longer who I was, The nick that I know and loved, Seem like I've lost my soul... I've cried out for help seems like I'm the only one saving myself This time I'm fighting the demons alone, Now I know I won't lost control, And now... I won't be no shadow, This time I won't let go of the pieces that make me who I am, And now... I'm strong and now I'm tough I won't lose my luck And this time I won't be known as the boy who lived in his shadow