Not Going Home

Any matter within my heart Tried hard to find my part in all this and I been living within my head You'll push me away I'm sure you're sorry Find a way and take a chance to find your love I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing Where's the happy in the middle Where's the moon when I shine I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home Every time I ever fought it Every time I ever cried I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride Every time I ever fought it Every time I ever cried I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home And I never get on my page Never fighting with all that rage and sorrow And I, will get it in different ways Find the good in all my days and tomorrow And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice And I'm never gonna see the light I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing Where's the happy in the middle Where's the moon when I shine I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home Every time I ever fought it Every time I ever cried I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride Every time I ever fought it Every time I ever cried I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home