Fight or Flight

I'm off my meds again Waiting for these messages to send Your critiques are incessant This sinning feels pleasant The movie just ended I can finally stand again My reflection looks like shattered glass I never thought I'd run this fast It's fight or flight and I'm scared Because my wings are clipped I'm a wrecking ball in a doctors office A kid stuck inside his twenties Breaking gently, my chest feels heavy Sip slowly I've been there before Chip my teeth on the bedroom floor The bottle gets heavy with every drink Poor your ego down the sink I'm always the odd one out Fluorescent lights are hell The spotlight always scares me Shoved in lockers too small for my body I didn't fit in anywhere Even in these masks I always wear (It's fight or flight and I'm scared)