Sinking Just Right

Scared of feeling okay

Scared of all those yesterdays

She said I'm living backwards

In the before, not the after

Spend half the day in physical pain

The other half in self-blame

Does everybody hate me?

Just a little little little bit

Just enough to make me sick

Just a little little little bit

I'll find a swimming pool

I'll find a cinder block

I'll find a tightrope

I'll hold my breath just right

I'll find a swimming pool

I'll find a cinder block

I'll find a tightrope

I'll hold my breath just right

I'll be sinking just right

Sinking just right

Sinking just right