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When I'm in bliss I'm longing for hell It's like I'm hoping for misery inside of my head It's all hanging by a thread And I don't wanna be saved I don't wanna be saved These thoughts of a deathwish I'm desperate but I'm terrified of feeling selfish Inside I'm all alone Love, you embraced me, but still I feel so empty And I I feel it in my bones I just loose control And I I feel it in my soul I just can't let go It gets the best of me When my mind get's stuck in spinning circles It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for I'm a mess I'm a beautiful mess Been a fellow friend with my demons for so long Worn a mask, it doesn't fit at all I made myself believe that I'm here for something A stranger to the real world Let me remain the unknown Let me remain the unknown And I I feel it in my bones I just loose control And I I feel it in my soul I just can't let go It gets the best of me When my mind get's stuck in spinning circles It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for For so long, hell's been feeling like my home For so long, I've been speaking for other tongues For so long, hell's been feeling like my home For so long, I've been speaking for other tongues But I dont wanna be saved And I I feel it in my bones I just loose control And I I feel it in my soul I just can't let go It gets the best of me When my mind get's stuck in spinning circles It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for