Healing

I've got so far to go They said it would take some time I don't want to let you go But loving you feels like a crime, a crime, a crime A crime, a crime Goodbye was part of the deal But seeing your face in my life I pretend that there's nothing, I feel But each time I see you I die, I die, I die I die I wanna know I have to know why Why isn't this healing? Why can't I stop this feeling? Why isn't this healing? I don't want to be that girl Who fractures and tangles and hurts Maybe I've always been hurt I took what I wanted I'm alive, alive, alive Alive I wanna know I have to know Why isn't this healing? Why can't I stop this feeling? Why isn't this healing? You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me You've taken whole of me Why isn't this healing? Why isn't this healing? (You've taken whole of me) Why isn't this healing? (You've taken whole of me) Why isn't this healing? (You've taken whole of me) You've taken whole Why?