Nihility

Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind How do I make this life my own? Searching endlessly to find my purpose Here without reason, what has become of me? There must be something to make this real I am so hollow What must I do to find my reason to exist? Left in the unknown What gives me my purpose? Help me find my way I'm so hollow Lost as I walk the shadows Alone Please shed light on my meaning I am nihility (Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind) (How do I make this life my own?) (Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind) (How do I make this life my own?) I am so hollow What must I do to find my reason to exist? Left in the unknown What gives me my purpose, help me find my way My head On repeat Nihility It does not stop