NOT JUST BREATHING

I was never clear before

I lost myself and you were weak

Sorry, but I must inform

The others on intentions that you seek

How do I choose a side?

I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say

I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing

She only cares about the way she looks

Can't think for herself, she's just a frame

A body dwelling on this earth

A user of the desperate and the vain

And maybe there's someone out there

Who's good with speaking to a blank stare

I know I'm preaching to a lost cause

But at least I know

I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing

Stay away from me

Stay away from me

I'm not afraid

To speak my mind and throw this life away

I've been enslaved

And years of wasting time made me this way

And no, it won't get better

We'll just drift apart

And when you do start trying

I hope you're reminded

I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing

Time will tell, but I wait patiently

There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see

It's like the longer I wait, the more you disintegrate

There's not a moment I don't hope for you

But I can't wait

Time will tell, but I wait patiently

There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see

It's like the longer I wait, the more you disintegrate

There's not a moment I don't hope for you

But I can't wait

Stay away from me

Stay away from me

I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing