The Dirt

So loud Can't get off On the run Back to where I don't belong Coming up Same mistake Thought I learned from yesterday I'm off my face I don't know myself But I know you got me breaking When I'm there, I feel no pain I don't see the state I'm in I'm a fool to be making promises I don't see the mess I make And I love not to feel anything Yeah, I love not to feel anything Sometimes I need to hurt I need to feel the dirt Wake up Something's wrong Summer time Everybody's feeling low Make-up To cover up The faded eyes Simply being vilified I don't know myself But I know you got me breaking When I'm there, I feel no pain I don't see the state I'm in I'm a fool to be making promises I don't see the mess I make And I love not to feel anything Yeah, I love not to feel anything Sometimes I need to hurt I need to feel the dirt I don't know myself anymore I don't know myself anymore When I'm there, I feel no pain I don't see the state I'm in I'm a fool to be making promises I don't see the mess I make And I love not to feel anything Yeah, I love not to feel anything 'Cause sometimes I need to hurt I need to feel the dirt