What I Say And What I Mean

Walking from the past But I don't think I've said my goodbyes Sometimes I just find That they keep sneaking up from behind Closing up the wounds I suppose it's supposed to take some more time Then what do I find That we've closed every door in our lives And I know you're the only one for me But standing in my sleep Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean Something haunts my dreams Don't know what it means Itching at the scabs Only makes my troubles run high 'Cause scratching at my sheets Makes my bark much worse than my bite Itching for a fight As your nails are running over my spine 'Cause the doors are open And they keep swirling back to my mind But I know you're the only one for me But standing in my sleep Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean Something haunts my dreams Don't know what it means Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean My screws are loose My noose is tight I'm lost I'm back and forth I'm in between My screws are loose My noose is tight I'm lost I'm back and forth I'm in between