can’t calm down

So take me back outside I don't want to hear the sound of buzzing lights Bring me back to my old house I want to see that tree I used to climb Back when I was small I don't want to be that What if I can't calm down And I don't have that in my bloodline? And what if the faces of the holy Are just faces from a fantasy and I I can't see it through their eyes? Although that I try A struggle left undefined Asking for clarity doesn't justify the crime And only if memory serves How can you be certain of what was deserved? And what if they were wrong? I don't want to be that What if I can't calm down And I don't have that in my bloodline? And what if the faces of the holy Are just faces from a fantasy and I I can't see it through their eyes? Although that I try And what if I can't calm down And I don't have that in my bloodline? And what if the faces of the holy Are just faces from a fantasy and I Yeah, what if I can't calm down And I don't have that in my bloodline? And what if the faces of the holy Are just faces from a fantasy and I Yeah, what if I can't calm down And I don't have that in mine? Yeah, what if I can't calm down And I don't have that in mine?