Imma Lie

I been keeping it real low There's some things no body knows Either turn up when I go out Rather just turn down at home Drugs make me feel less alone Turn around everyone's gone Imma always be the bad guy I know it Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety And Imma lie to myself when it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety And no one has your back unless your on your death bed Baby don't you cry to me Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety Tell me how I'm supposed to stop Filling up all of these cups When I wish someone would end this all for me Tell me how I'm supposed to stop Takin pills til I throw up When I think about what I have seen It's back and forth how much I need it Yeah my drugs are so conceited They convince me that I'm nothing without them How many times can I say that it feels good to get off them Before there's some truth behind it Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety And imma lie to myself when it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety And no one has your back unless your on your death bed Baby don't you cry to me Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety