Autopilot

Dear fear, I have met you Laying down in this bedroom I feel like I'm on Neptune Open windows to breathe again There's no way it's holy So baby, just hold me 'Til I turn back to the old me There's some demons I need to cleanse Why they got me here, Why they got me here? When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, it's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy On myself, I am sleeping All my thoughts are misleading That shit gets my heart beating Way too fast, I'm needing Sanity or some reason Can't blame this on the season Rain or shine, I still feel them Hold me back from freedom Now they got me here, Now they got me here When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, it's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy Now they got me here, now they got me here When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, it's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy Dear fear, I have met you Laying down in this bedroom