Now or Never

Two steps forward Then five steps back Its more than hard just to keep it all on track I lost my mind Couldn't even face my ways Self destruct only way I plead my case You ever lose it all just to chase your dreams Sacrifice all money vanities Pride aside I ain't never had a king No one to say Koya we a Team Introvert even when I put in work So many fake I spare my heart the hurt So cliche but I always stay alert Prayed up forever putting God first Even when I feel like I'm stuck in the dirt Its more blessings and I still feel cursed Rather momma see me pull up in a benz Then see me off riding in a hearse These scars on my heart gon last forever One decision wrong could last forever Its all now or never These scars on my heart could last forever One decision wrong could last forever Its all now or never All Now Or never All Now Or never Lonerism at an all time high I rather that than be lied into my eyes The closest ones they'll catch you by surprise Like how could you do that and why My ex wouldn't even care if I died Cause to him I was a bill not a bride You see its funny how you lose in love But you win when you know you've had enough Walk away when it becomes to much Move on strong like you don't give a fuck One abortion and it broke me like a crunch I never thought that I would do that even once To my unborn I'm so sorry My baby girl woulda had a two year party Caught up in my ways of self-destruct One decision I regret so much These scars on my heart gon last forever One decision wrong could last forever Its all now or never These scars on my heart could last forever One decision wrong could last forever Its all now or never All Now Or never All Now Or never