Song In My Head

There's a song in my head Oh, a line that never stops playing I'm not sure how it ends I can't remember when I heard what you were saying I'll make the best out of the worst I'll make up half the words and wear a t-shirt of a band I've never heard Because it hurts to be on the outside looking in Well, I do my best to listen But I'm uncomfortable with too much silence From the passenger seat you said "What does that mean?" I said "I'm learning to live with the violence, violence" But I'm not the kind that Wants to be lost I don't want to be forgotten I don't want to pretend That it's alright I want to see these walls Crumble and dissolve around I got my golden diploma wearing a square crown The Class of '14 wore their capes like a reverend's gown All that education won't help us now Attending funerals and watching friends break their vows There's not much that I can protect So I keep my good humor alive Nothing disturbs your intellect Like the feeling of something you can't deny Justified I don't want to be lost I don't want to be forgotten I don't want to pretend That it's alright I want to see these walls Crumble and dissolve around me Saturday morning, 11 a.m. Heard mom and dad talking money again Fit a seven-person family in a five-seater van I guess all you can do is the best that you can Dad pushed it all down like the Gibson in his hand To finish that song that never had a name I can still hear that song In my head (In my head) Information, education, giving and love Questions, guidance, that's sugar in my blood Holding together what's meant to fall apart Justify the reason for the way things are I don't want to be lost I don't want to be forgotten I've got reason to believe That I just might Watch this city's walls Crumble and dissolve around me I'm not afraid, afraid to lose It's a voice that I can't refuse Maybe I don't have the right to choose what calls my name