Atom Bombs

Brave but not immune Arrange my knife, my fork, my spoon just like I'm used to Counting back from ten, my paper and my pen my trusted friends Change is all around I move up and I move down tho I'm still standing It's easy to believe But it's not what you perceive Sometimes I'm dying Sometimes my head explodes like atom bombs Sometimes my head, it never rests Was so in love with you I did all that I could do even crossed the ocean But it all got washed away on that rainy English day when I came calling Those bridges that you burned Oh London how I learned why they're all falling I had some other dreams all woven in the seams They too went tumbling Sometimes my head explodes like atom bombs Sometimes my head, it never rests