Used To Want

I saw it coming I knew the second I left That you would make me regret it But what could I do 'Cause I couldn't hear myself When I was next to you But I never stop missing you And I'm not that good at convincing you That I'm doing alright Cause every night My mind keeps on racing With steps I'm retracing I think I know Where we went wrong So come on Looks like you're glad I'm gone Thanking God for saving you From what you used to want Oh you're glad you got away Ok ok ok You can kick me when I'm down And I will crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made You're not holding back And I know that it's not an attack But if looks could kill, that photo of you Hold my throat till my face turns blue Looks like you're glad I'm gone Thanking God for saving you From what you used to want Oh you're glad you got away Ok ok ok You can kick me when I'm down And I will crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made Crawl into the bed I made You dont care And in my despair My mind broke in ways I did not think I could repair Look at all the time I spent Hell bent on seclusion Gave myself a problem Trying to make you the solution But you're glad I'm gone Thanking God for saving you From what you used to want Oh you're glad you got away Ok ok ok You can kick me when I'm down And I will crawl into the bed I made