In Collision

I just wanted to use you Make you my lifesaver, reduced as I am now My dignity hung up (I) love your gaze so straight ahead Toward the horizon Of your future The way you grabbed my soul My gashes hurt less and dust was blown away Your nerves on constant alert Taught me that, if you want to be yourself you have to fight You found your turning point In a photograph On this amazing path, I saw mine And so it happened: you deceived me I should logically hate you or weep and struggle as I did when kids would make a mock of me Like a cat I should scratch but I'm inert Shhh, shhh, shhh, shhh I'll go, if you want Or maybe I'll be waiting until You trust in me How could I? I Wonder... how could I? But your motivation is So firm and your strength so superior That you're going to use me now I'm still here just to say... "goodnight"