New Mood

Why can't I put the past on ice? So fucking bad at cutting ties I'm sick of sucking on old juice The same old news still applies I wish that I could just move forward Instead of being an emotional hoarder I think it's time for cutting lose It's time for choosing what you choose And once you find your point of view I hope you light up like a fuse I wanna light up a new mood I wanna light up a new mood I wanna light up a new mood Why can't I take my own advice? Once was bad, but now it's twice I'm sick of fucking with past lives The same past lies still apply I wish that I could just move forward Instead of being an emotional hoarder I think it's time for cutting lose It's time for choosing what you choose And once you find your point of view I hope you light up like a fuse I wanna light up a new mood Where I choose what I choose And I finally cut it loose And I found my point of view I think it's time for cutting loose It's time for choosing what you choose And once you've found your point of view I hope you light a fucking fuse I wanna light up a new muse I wanna light up a new mood I wanna light up a new mood I chase illusion every time Until I'm fucking petrified I wanna run it back again I wanna run it back again Again, again, again, again, again I wanna run it again I wanna run back again I wanna run again And when I'm happy and in love I'll know the burn was worth the buzz 'Cause like Ethan Hawke in Before Sunrise I guess it's just a little too hard to summarize And I'm sorry, I'm not sorry I really don't want to apologize For taking my time wrestling with doubt It took me a second to realize It wasn't either, it was neither And I'm honestly, I'm just workin' it out I fuck it up like every time And once it's over, I question why And jump right back where it began Before I know I wanna run it again I wanna run it back again I wanna run it again I wanna run it again, again, again I chase illusion every time Until I'm fucking petrified I wanna run it back again I wanna run it again I wanna run it again