In Your Memory

I'm loose yeah, I'm jaded But I'm a wreck and I'm hated in a world that lets me down My escapes another way Breaking through naivety Breaking through what I know So I just find myself in a world they don't believe in Right here I've got the answers Well you can find me in your memory Passing times or days in revelry And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive Now I'm living in this memory Yeah, I'm dying to live Feels like my ears are burning But I'm hostile but I'm still learning to never live this down I hesitate still make mistakes with every word or step I take Left behind what I know But I can't kid myself even know I've been pretending It takes time but I'm mending Well you can find me in your memory Passing times or days in revelry And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive Now I'm living in this memory Yeah, I'm dying to live Yeah I'm addicted, so addicted to this life Yeah I will do this wrong before I do it right Yeah I've been wasting, I've been wasting so much life So stay away from me and don't come any closer I'm a nightmare Well you can find me in your memory Passing times or days in revelry And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive Now I'm living in this memory Yeah, I'm dying to live I'm dying to live I'm dying to live I'm dying to live