Lost

Ok I feel small when I wear big clothes Feel old on my birthday Feel like if I use big words Then you won't think I feel out of place If things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always, always Looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna' just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23 But I'm la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony I could try to pierce my nose again Dye my hair and search my soul 'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost I'm insecure letting insides out I think about myself too much I spent five damn days on this verse And I still think the whole thing sucks If things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always, always Looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna' just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23 But I'm la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony I could try and pierce my nose again Dye my hair and search my soul 'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost, mm, mm La-la lost (la-la-la-la) I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost (la-la-la-la) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost