Find Me, I'm Missing

Unk into myself Deceit breathed into me Rose-tinted lenses Disguise the mendacious Sleep so sobering The search for my awakening The senses depleted That captivate my presence A transformation completed Where is my convalescence? Who am I? Where have I gone? Buried alive above ground In a world so unforgiving The color of my eyes are fading Find me I'm missing A turned back, the departure Forced a self-loathing culpability Fragmented memories materialize Flooding back to baptize Reigniting my fragility Who am I? Where have I gone? Buried alive above ground In a world so unforgiving The color of my eyes are fading Find me I'm Maybe I'm meant to Rot Defined As an amalgamation Comprised of mental impressions from long ago Who am I? Where have I gone? Buried alive above ground In a world so unforgiving The color of my eyes are fading Find me I'm missing The past against the present Is in my reflection The ghost from then clings But I won't surrender I won't surrender