Dependence Again

God I want to believe

But I just can’t find my faith

The skin on my face

Hasn’t felt the burn

Of saltwater tears

In a while

My whole life is fake

And when it’s my turn

I dismiss my fears

With a smile

And I’m so broken

Oh I’m so broken

Can’t pick myself up

Please replenish my cup

And show me dependence again

God, I’ve tried so hard

But I just can’t make myself trust

There’s no reason for me

To just get up and leave

But my mind has gone batshit insane

And I’d like to believe

There’s still some hope for me

But that’s ruled out by my judgment again

And I’m so broken

Oh I’m so broken

Can’t pick myself up

Please replenish my cup

And show me dependence again

Is this how it feels

To come to the end of myself

I know that you’re real

But it feels like you’re putting me through hell

I’ve run forever

Just to find my way

I know you’re out there

Please come back and stay

Oh I’m so broken

Oh I’m so broken

Can’t pick myself up

Please replenish my cup

And show me dependence again

I long so deeply to feel the safety and peace

I long so deeply to feel the safety and peace

I long so deeply to feel the safety and peace

I long so deeply