Terrified

Everyday I wake up in the seam Somewhere in the middle between Screamin' out in ecstasy And breakin' down in misery, ha And even though I'm trying my best I'm a little out of my depths Freak out at the smallest things Scared of fuckin' everything And they say I should enjoy the ride But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest, be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever, I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck" I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified Now I'm even scared of my bed Don't wanna be alone in my head Dreamin' of the tragedy So alone time is bad for me So I end up gettin' all drunk 'Til I don't even know what I've done Pour me up another please Poison my anxieties And they say I should enjoy the ride But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest, be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever, I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck" I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck" I'm terrified And they say that I should enjoy the ride Losin' my mind and I don't know why But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest, be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever, I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck" I'm terrified Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no, no) Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no-no-no, oh) Oh, oh-oh I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck" I'm terrified