Want me not to want you

I don't even hide it Cause you'd see it in my face Anyway Maybe I've been blinded And I hushed up what I feel With what I play And even if I say it's gone I still wanna go back And even if I know it's wrong Yeah I still feel it And I'm playing cool When I sit right next to you But even if I say we're through I still think about it But I want me not to want you anymore I want me not to want you anymore I was weighing all my options But you left no choice for me Than to pretend I guess it did make sense But I just cannot shut the door Between heart and head Between heart and head And even if I say it's gone I still wanna go back Even if I know it's wrong Yeah I still feel it And I'm playing cool When I sit right next to you Even if I say we're through I still think about it Bout it bout it I want me not to want you anymore I want me not to want you anymore I want me not to want you anymore Not to want you I want me not to want you anymore Not to want you I want me not to want you anymore Not to want you I want me not to want you anymore Not to want you I want me not to want you anymore I want me not to want you anymore I think I lied, when I said I don't want you I don't want you anymore Anymore I think I lied, when I said I don't want you I don't want you anymore Anymore I want me not to want you anymore