Ghosts

Unfamiliar faces, can't see through the smoke in my kitchen And I'm thinkin' of ditchin' this place Are these people, lightin' up my room just by leavin' Probably with something backward Would you take my sorrow with you? And if it wasn't for the money, I know you would've probably left me by now And if I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out myself And my vision's blurry, I can't see the curse I had But I wish I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out I know I would've kicked you out Rather be alone than around a bunch of clones that remind me Of all the parts about me, that I hate Don't pick up my phone, I'm down a rabbithole with some old friends Who know how to ghost me, by the end of the high But they'll be back again I press my luck, makin' deals with my demons And they had their fun but the scales are uneven And if it wasn't for the money, I know you would've probably left me by now And if I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out myself And my vision's blurry, I can't see the curse I had But I wish I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out I know I would've kicked you out Kicked you out