The Hardest Part (Apple Music Home Session)

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone

Normally I need you, this time I don't wanna go

Lately I been growing into someone you don't know

You had the chance to love her but apparently you don't

No, you don't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started

I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is

Praying things won't change but the hardest part is

You realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

Held you up so highly, deep under your spell

Your opinions would define me

This time I made some for myself

'Cause lately I been certain, there's no further to go

Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you won't

No, you won't, no, you won't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started

I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is

Praying things won't change but the hardest part is

You realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

And it's okay, I'm not gonna remember you that way

You say I'm different now like that's so strange

But I was only 18, you shoulda known that I was always gonna change

Even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started

I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is

Praying things won't change but the hardest part is

You realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more

Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more

Ain't there no more

But the hardest part is

You realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway