The Good Place

I don't know where I am going And I don't know where I belong And when I finally get to the good place Where I can set all of my things down I think I'll stay there for a while I always talk so much about it You ain't even brave enough Like I'm ready to go You can't do it on your own Then I think of the consequences of my actions And it's not fair to leave you alone But then I imagine all the happiness in letting go of it Surrender again I'm giving in But then I think of the guilt and what a trip it's gonna be when I can feel myself taking my last breath At least I'll finally feel something again Now I'm right where I belong I'm right where I belong Back to things the way I like it Left, right, left Back to the push and pull of life Sweet mundanity is like friendship with no benefits And I need to feel good There's a world In my head Where I go When I don't wanna feel anymore I forget Who I am And pretend that it's all gonna end The fantasy of dying alone is such a terrifying visual I don't know if I want it all If only I could open my eyes and be home Right where I belong I'm right where I belong I'm right where I belong Back in the world Everybody's living like it didn't even happen Back in the world I don't wanna go back to my loop Left, right, left Back in the world Everybody's living like it didn't even happen Back in the world I don't wanna go back to my loop Left, right, left I don't wanna go back to my loop