Flying Too Close to the Sun

Flying too close to the sun Taking the subway with all of my gear It hurts my shoulders and arms And I'm getting so tired of gritting my teeth Just woke up from a bad dream Where I couldn't even spell my own name I felt so fucking ashamed I think I'm flying too close to the sun Flying too close to the sun I get so anxious that I can't even sleep Take a pill to knock me out And I wake up with my head spinning Drink coffee to set me straight How many times will I do this through the years? Already feels insincere I guess I'm flying too close to the sun And the people tell me people suck That's just who they are None of them important, all of them at once The people are not people They're just measuring up to the Demons in my head that keep Telling me to run Flying to close to the sun Asking myself if this is what I really want What I want is so fucked It's no wonder I don't get a response Never get out of the city Oh I barely ever go on a break There's just too much on my plate And I'm flying to close to the sun