I Guess This is Life

Walked past that house party two times already Heard all the dogs bark and tryin' to walk steady Ran down this road yesterday in the sunshine But now I can't even see with the streetlights When I was here last I drove by with Sophie Rolled down the windows, we were in the city She asked politely if I had a lighter I told her likely, then lit it afire I couldn't tell you in words how I'm feeling Maybe what I need's a good proper healing Spent most of my nights staring at the ceiling Tried all that God stuff but I stopped believing Went back to Maryland, I walked with my momma Down to the water to escape the drama Got on this speedboat with my friend Terisa Oh nana yeah, it was so nice to see ya The burn of a cigarette with a good, good friend It made me forget That all of the time I spent tryna make amends Was an accident I opened the cabinet where the thoughts all sit I acknowledge it To try not to miss it, I take it step by step I guess this is life I guess this is life I guess this is life I guess this is life