Bad Mood

Okay! There's a lot of dark times, I apologize Caught up in my mental health So I don't wanna socialize Reason, can't commit 'Cause, I never wanna compromise Needin' more excitement Maybe, I should just enjoy the ride Purchasing, to fill my needs Got me feeling incomplete Guilty conscious, says I'm never good enough Silence, please! In my mind, I agonize Thoughts, I overanalyze I just wanna strategize Maximize my dollar signs Thinkin' I should go reflect Off of my achievements Get a glimpse of happiness And now I'm back to grievin' Watchin' people all around me Switch up, like the seasons And if my demons come to play Well, you know the reason Hatin' myself They don't ever see All the parts, of my life That's been hauntin' me Can't keep runnin' from my problems They won't ever leave Such a battle Who I am, and who I wanna be Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood Say one wrong thing, and then I lose Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood I can never get away, from the bad news Got another million views Now, I got somethin' to prove Slave away, another day Finally, I found my groove Only realness, I consume Pay attention, that I do Under pressure, start to panic Will I ever pay my dues? Mood swings kickin' in Sound familiar, not again Such a disappointment, to my family, I cannot pretend Like I do enough, 'cause, I put my job ahead of them Got me feelin' stuck, in a rut, I can't apprehend There's a difference with delusional, and optimistic Most people think it's never possible And always wishin' You got a choice, it's in your hands So go make a decision 'Cause if you don't Then you'll regret it Now, I'm back to sayin' Hatin' myself They don't ever see All the parts of my life That's been hauntin' me Can't keep runnin' from my problems They won't ever leave Such a battle Who I am, and who I wanna be Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood Say one wrong thing, and then I lose Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood I can never get away, from the bad news I know that you're feelin' fed up 'Cause, your mood swings drive you crazy Some days we don't wanna wake up It's the same thing, on the daily Maybe, I should take some meds, just to calm down I mask the pain so well, with a fake frown I come alive, in the darkness, so true You wonder why that I'm always in a bad mood Hatin' myself They don't ever see All the parts of my life That's been hauntin' me Can't keep runnin' from my problems They won't ever leave Such a battle Who I am, and who I wanna be Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood Say one wrong thing, and then I lose Bad mood Bad mood I wake up everyday, in a bad mood Bad mood Bad mood I can never get away, from the bad news