Train to Imperia (feat. Lizzy McAlpine)

I don't know what they expect from me All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing Thinkin' to myself like Feet tied together I can't keep up with my best life Find it hard to think about you When I'm never in the mood And I can't fight through it Guess I ruined it Always doubtin' the truth in this life My life Uh, look Coolin' it downtown City is my surround sound Lookin' around Tryin' to get inspiration I'm waitin' for the universe to take me Feel like everybody hate me How you expect me to write about love when I can't love myself? Uh, and I'm bein' a little hyperbolic 'Course I love myself but I fixate on negatives (negatives) Need to work on turning them all into positives (positives) Give my mental a temple so I acknowledge it (Oh) Polish my craft Free myself and get back Find myself gettin' mad Pessimistic and sad, uh Sometimes I'm polar opposite Catch me in the best mood and I'll turn 'to an optimist That version of me is often missed Maybe I should just go ahead and relax a bit Focus on my soul and where my passion is Maybe then, I'll develop into a pacifist I don't know what they expect from me All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing Thinkin' to myself like Feet tied together I can't keep up with my best life Find it hard to think about you When I'm never in the mood And I can't fight through it (through it all) Guess I ruined it Always doubtin' the truth in this life My life Uh, ey Had to get away for a little bit Took a train to Imperia Had some time to breathe I'ma take it all in 'fore I gotta leave I'ma take it all in 'fore I gotta leave What's the move? I got a lot to prove I get myself together I don't have time to lose I lose my faith too much I take the crutch To keep me up from dust The balance is a must It's the breeze that keeps me sane The currents that move, the thunder and the rain Listening to Nas, all the things he's saying All I do is watch while I'm on this train It numbs the pain I don't know what they expect from me All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing Thinkin' to myself like Feet tied together I can't keep up with my best life Find it hard to think about you When I'm never in the mood And I can't fight through it Guess I ruined it Always doubtin' the truth in this life My life, uh I don't know what they expect from me (from me) All smiles, I wonder what they're seein' (seein') Thinkin' to myself like Feet tied together I can't keep up with my best life I find it hard to think about you ('bout you) When I'm never in the mood And I can't fight through it Guess I ruined it Always doubtin' the truth in this life (uh) My life (yeah) Sometimes expectations can force you to forget What truly makes you happy Time to yourself is so important If you take some time to reflect I guarantee your main goals will show true And your expectations fade Be happy with yourself, change for the better, and love