Never Known

Yeah, mm All this liquor in my system, drinking to myself Funny how we say it numbs the pain But deep inside we know it never helps (Never helps) Lately I just don't know where to go I just hope you ain't with somebody else (Somebody else) Trying not to think about it now Grab the bottle, drinking to myself (To myself) I drink it to myself Tryin' not to lose myself inside the emptiness What gets me is the devils two step ahead of us, look Sometimes I feel like there ain't no happiness left in us I start to feel like this world it just isn't meant for us They hate us, and they play us, and they breaking us down They find the things we love and take away what we found And the closest people to us drift away as we drown Gave you all I ever had, don't run away from me now I would've died for you, lived for you, I would have killed I would've tried for you, hurt for you, I couldn't feel Instead I lied to you Now you gone and I'm tryna heal But I'm so numb looking for something to feel But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you Would've gave it all to you Yeah, they say that if you love it you should let it go, yeah I used to think you were the one for me But now I'll probably never know Now I'm going through this pain again but I can never let it show Hopin' that the cycle changes, I would probably never know Did this even matter to you? I will probably never know But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you Would've gave it all to you