Boys

I will accept the things I'll never comprehend I find myself sleeping in someone else's bed I will not listen to the fables of a liar I won't wait up for any boy to change his mind Most days I don't see a point Flesh it out to blood and boys Who fucked with my head There are some things that my body can't unlearn That's why I'm weird about sex I can't see my self worth I see the way that men look at me on the street They don't want my crying at 3 am They want my body Most days I don't see a point Flesh it out to blood and boys Who fucked with my head Most days I feel like I'm cursed When it seems like it can't get worse I feel lower than I deserve I wish I didn't have to look the way I do I scream into an endless void I break in two Most days I don't see a point Flesh it out to blood and boys Who fucked with my head Most days I feel like I'm cursed When it seems like it can't get worse I feel lower than I deserve Every person that I see Exists solely to destroy me I just want to feel pretty