I Don't Wanna Be Here

Goin' to sleep with the sunrise You think that I'm livin' the good life I guess that I kinda am sometimes Nobody knows what I'm really like Losin' my shit on the weeknights Blowin' right through all the warning signs I don't wanna go out But I do it anyway I'm losin' myself now At another stranger's place I don't wanna be here, keep on leavin' to smoke Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know Now I'm just dreamin' of a way to disappear like a ghost 'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) I don't look good with a halo I never said I'm an angel I know that I promised I'd lay low But now it's five in the morning And I'm right back on my shit again All red eyes and Ambien I don't wanna go out But I do it anyway I'm losin' myself now At another stranger's place I don't wanna be here, keep on leavin' to smoke Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know Now I'm just dreamin' of a way to disappear like a ghost 'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) I don't wanna go out I'm losin' myself now At another stranger's place I don't wanna be here, keep on leavin' to smoke Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know (I don't wanna be here anymore) Now I'm just dreamin' of a way to disappear like a ghost 'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here (No, I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here)