From Above

Sometimes endings are catastrophic Looked at my endings and had to stop it I had to reflect, back to the lessons I had to pocket Christ sitting in the cockpit Told me I couldn't fly with all this weight on my shoulders I had to drop it Still I needed something solid To plant my feet on, so I could lean on something that wasn't bad or toxic Now I'm taking off, I just had to rock it A lot of process, but surely enough He met me there All of my burdens He let me bear So I could open up my hand and surrender them If I can't trust Him how will I ever depend on Him I rendered my life, I turned to Christ and repented a-million times Really I'm tryin' telling Him I die to myself, I'm proud of myself, I doubted myself, really I'm Pretty much, I've been tired of myself and still He love me like I never been flawed I committed so much sin but I've never been charged So much grace and so much patience your frustrations don't touch places Like you think they do He replaces, He retraces your mistakes, then recreates and make things new That's every time That's every time... Looking at heaven through a periscope, clear the coast I'ma take it where no one dare to go Sitting with Jesus And His parables I'm staring close, facing the Son as I prepare to grow I'm letting go of all the distractions Praying that I don't over-react 'cause I ain't normally active Complacency put this comfort in my lap and ah man It's like God's plans never unpack I'm gifted, but limiting myself, conflicted I'm - letting down, all these things I've lifted Ever try to provide with no plan in place Ever try to survive with no hand of grace I swear I'm falling off the edge of myself Realizing I was living in the flesh but was dead to myself Pull me back when I'm ahead of myself Tryna' learn how to love and serve everyone instead of myself Changing everything I was familiar with Cuz God can't use me if I ain't really equipped Wasted time asking if He really exists Thinking He ain't got a child that's as silly as this But truth is even if that's really the case He love me unconditionally giving me grace Jesus told me to follow but it's really a chase You gotta run ever wanna finish the race From above