Break My Own Heart

I always say my feelings too late I don't know how to communicate How I'm feeling, so I push you away I don't know why, I don't know why Call you up and say some things I'll regret 'Til I'm someone you just wanna forget Yeah, I know it doesn't make any sense But that's just my self-defense You'll never leave me 'Cause I'll leave you first Don't need nobody To make it hurt Why is it everytime something good starts? I have to go mess up break my own heart Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart Why is it every time something feels right? I run away, ruin it in my own mind Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart Fall in love, f- it up break my own heart You don't have to leave me on read 'Cause I won't even send you a text Make you hate me promise it's for the best I always end up being an ex You'll never leave me 'Cause I'll leave you first Don't need nobody (nobody) To make it hurt (to make it hurt) Why is it everytime something good starts? I have to go mess up break my own heart Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart Why is it every time something feels right? I run away, ruin it in my own mind Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart Fall in love, f- it up break my own heart I just wanna let you in, let you in But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again Yeah, I just wanna let you in, let you in But I break my own heart Yeah, I break my own heart I just wanna let you in, let you in But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again Yeah, I just wanna let you in, let you in But I break my own heart Yeah, I break my own heart