What You Mean?

Blake got another winner Yeah Say what you mean when you say what you mean Falls coming it's hitting harder this time I been wanting to move back home but I shouldn't bother my mom And I shouldn't bother my dad Cause I gotta prove that I'm grown If I take my butt back to them I'm erasing the work I've done I'm erasing the script I wrote Starting over again It's like the deeper that I go I realize I don't even swim It's like I'm floating on the surface but I'm sinking in my sin It's like I'm losing circulation Running out of oxygen So that's when I go grab my pen I start unwrapping my gift I start writing all this art on the lack I have of a bliss Or the lack I have of a woman that is pulchritudinous Or the reason why I'm alone after all the girls that I kissed I been feeling like I was cursed Like my first one should've been it But I know my life would be different This wouldn't be how I live I been thinking about my exes like equations ever since And the math I learned propelled me to a place of excellence Uh People are people no matter the label I'm just a servant Keep my surname under the table Know some Christians who be living like Jesus ain't save em The same way I know unbelievers that's always been faithful I know some folks who made mistakes and they couldn't erase em Or couldn't change it for the sake of other folks within the situation You gotta face it When you in the storm it's pretty dangerous And it's gone rain if 90% precipitation In other words you gotta listen to the voices sometimes For every Sean there's a Devin stepping on the drumline For every hit I take I will embrace Write it down and then erase Or put it in a song so that the world can hear these punchlines I said it before that things get better But tell me what would you do if the trouble lasted forever Tell me what you do if they aimed and pointed at you I would stand my ground for Christ And let the persecutors shoot What you mean?