Snow

Wake up in a ditch, blood on my kicks Liquor by my body and I can't feel shit Blood on my lips, few cuts on my wrist And my brand-new shirt full of dirt, fuck this Pull myself up, I am the enemy Stop with fuckery, you ain't no friend of me Evil embodied is what I was meant to be Anti to everything Gripping the dirt, I can feel my self frail I'm weakened by every time I have failed to recognise I can control any aspect of life that I like If it bothers me, I will not hide Takin' a fuckin' blade up in my spine Look up at my face and tell me, am I doin' fine I cannot seem to be one with the demons A feeling I fear I will never describe (A king does not rule, he is only a symbol) You don't wanna be another motherfucker layin' in the bottom of the sea Or takin' a swing up in a tree, I'm thinkin' Of every time I coulda, woulda put a fuckin' bullet In the book of everything that I be callin' my dreams I guess I'm tired of all of these fuckers That can't seem to keep my name outta their mouth Bitch, I never beat around a bush I tell a pussy what I'm 'bout and I won't ever give a fuck about a thing called clout Nowhere to run, I got nowhere to call my home None of these motherfuckers hit my phone I don't wanna walk on this road alone Blood on my shoes, now there's blood in the snow Blood in the snow