You Can Trust Me Now

I put myself in some dangerous situations Suffered black dog years of degradation, humiliation, incapacitation I leave it up to your imagination Feelings of guilt, shame, and remorse flattened me like a horse I was conquered, finished, done You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now Haunted by the ghosts of those I hurt and I abused In a different lifetime In another suit and shoes Behind the mask of anarchy The wolf inside me grew Declared war on my sanity My lies became my truths You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now The speed of life was much too fast You crashed at every bridge Hiroshima'd your senses In abattoirs of flesh Like a sailor out on shore leave Too wrecked to find his ship Drunk on your stupidity It all turned into piss You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now I tried to live the dream And manage every scene And for a while, I did with style Delusional it seems But your sick soul did sing It poisoned everything The seed took root, bore bitter fruit You turned into someone I didn't know You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now You can trust, you can trust You can trust me now All those times, times we died Dying, just to feel alive You can trust me now